Of all the things Ughaz'udan was known to be, sullen was not one of them. Even when stabbed in the ankle and rendered unable to work for a week his eyes had retained that steely fire that they were supposed to have, as all Jem'hadar were. Today, though, those flames were smothered embers, buried under suffocating boards of steel. Hell, almost all life seemed to have drained from them tonight as he lay sideways in bed.
Weak. He felt so weak. He hated that, to feel it, to have it debilitate him so, to have it be shown to others. Jem'hadar were born to fight, to bring down anything that came their way, to seize victory with both hands - and here he was, laying in a big, scaly heap, insides all mushy and fit to liquefy if he ever dared to move. Imagine if anyone from the Dominion Gamma Vanguard Fleet saw him now - he'd become a laughing stock in seconds, or executed if he were lucky enough to be accorded that end.
'You might be out for a long while, sir,' The attending nurse had said, "You were banged up pretty bad. Best I estimate for you is three weeks to a month, and even then you won't be a hundred percent. Ain't anyone walking off fine from a crushed spine and all the perforations you got.' Words to seal your fate, anyone? Ugh. Fine. He'd have to ride out the next many, many days, then, and only then could he return to some semblance of his former life - but for what? He'd never be the same, would he? What would the point be?